eMily.eMily.eMily..
I'm happy with myself , and there's nothing you can do or say to change that. Like any other teenage dirtbag, my life is filled with butterflies and hurricanes. ▼ Status: heads over heels for - Muhd Haiqal.17.12.06 <3 More than words.
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
talking about how we pass our bacteria/diseases to small children...My mum came up to me and say " U dont be a teacher, how many times have u fallen sick since u started at the center. Maeb its the hygiene there... " (said in Malay anw..) I was hit by a high fever, that scared the shit out of me! it was a freaking 39.1!! i always, always not feel good only after i put my children to bed. somehow, ill feel breathless or i have bad headaches.! but that one special day when that fever struck me, i had this super bad headache, my energy level was at 0.000, n i felt very cold! i was praying and praying for time to pass that day! i push every child away frm me cause i noe i have no energy left and i was goin to be running a fever, even though the thermometer didnt agree with me.. as soon as the clock struck 530pm! GOODBYE ALL! i rushed home, and as soon as i reached home and cried for bf to be here, put my head down, i went straight to dream land..i woke up at ard 8 and cried for mum, that was when she gave me med and told me to not be a childcare teacher.. after med, i cont to slp.. after that, i woke up again at around 10+ as i heard my ph ringing, just the person i need- BF!! he got worried sick, n im sorry bout that, i noe he's drained out in camp, and tts enuff.. i was WEAK, period. whoa, i dont usually get sick real fast. but eversince attachment day struck, i do. any huuuu.. weekend was spent well.. i mean having u around is always something i need to let go of my weekdays stress! haiz, but sadly... i have to learn how to survive 5 1/2 days without u!! *blurghh. and and... had an unplanned outing with yun and farah! n i happened to be the surprise.. hehe!! had laughter and fun, another way of letting it all out - good company!!!!!!!!!!!! wEEEeeeeeeeeeeee!! and it all started from a simple Q> yun u ader printer? hehe!! and fara, yes.. driving, or as for me going for a spin.. gives a sense of relaxation! |
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