i am eM & here's what i have to say.

eMily.eMily.eMily..
I'm happy with myself , and there's nothing you can do or say to change that. Like any other teenage dirtbag, my life is filled with butterflies and hurricanes.
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
hush, hush..

u gave me the shock of my life.
one tt shook the world beneath me.
what were you thinking?
you did something i pray and pray to alwaes be a nightmare for me...
but right before my very eyes.
you burn my last straw, a straw i thought could last us forever.
where's those promises? talking abt trust? look at what ure doing and tell me if trust can be applied.
i took ure word wen u said that history will not repeat itself.
i climb on every word like an endless mountain,to show you tt slowly the trust tt was once abused cn be replaced.
i am there, right ere.. almost finishing my journey, wen u snap my only life line.
and i fall - flat, dead. never to wake up again.

to tell u honestly.
ive been having those bad nightmares tt only happen wen i sense somthing a miss.
bt, knowing tt im climbing the mountain, i push it away.
n it came bck even stronger.
u know my instincts very well, n how it NEVER betray me.
and here goes. without saying.
i cnt cry, this tears are dry.
this heart is going thru a massive destruction.


thks ladies,
somehow u girls figured out and was ere for me when i needed you most.
maebe its true, true friends dont require spoken words.
ily all!

i get the final say this time.
i wish u all e best.
u noe how strong my feelings towards you very well.
u noe i care for u like i would care for my own child.
this going to the highest hurdle ever ive to jump.
why did u do this to me? *crying out loud!



my little stars.
YuYun
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Noi
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