hmm,

well.. ttz how im feeling ryte now, very ordinary.

looking at the people whom once were closest to me - i feel embarrassed.

i feel that they are always the up and above people, always being the ones who catches all attention.

im not jealous, seriously.

but, looking at the way they lead their lives really pulls down my self-esteem.

i just dont want to bump into any of them, not for nw at least. im nt yet ready to come out of my shell,..

i might be on the ground floor compared to al of u,but, im happy being me. =)

cause i noe im different. much different from them all.

putting that aside.

i really need to pull up my socks, or should i sae, MY CLASS

two of lecturer actually told me that the people in the office is again talking about us.

about how the students in my class who stroll in late for lessons, attending class as and wen they like and those who actually dissapeared.

my lecturer actually told mt that they are all dissappointed with us.

being the 'A' class during my 1 st year means that we are better compared to the 'B' class. She told us that we used to be really into our assignments, handling them with good time management etc...And being the 'N' class now in 2nd year, my lecturer told me that the tables have turned. OMG!!! im so not going to let tt happen! NO WAY! sorry, im a bit competitive when it comes to upholding of "titles". And so my lecturer showed us this clip on inspiring words to boost our steam.. =))) great help! im so going to try to ace everything with 101% of effort put in!

i believe we can do it ICN!!!

* and to those dear classmates of mine who are not interested anymore, please have a thought for us. if you dont see urself as future educators then pack up and leave, cause what ure doing ryte now is helping to spoil the market for us and i dont think its fair. seriusly. we mae be from ITE,but tt doesnt mean we're failures. cause i noe, u noe very well we are not!

apart from that,

i cant wait for two things to happen...

firstly, a new working environment.

...2ndly.......

MY BDAE!!!! yay! ill be turning 19 tiz yr! b000-yeah!

8 more days.. and counting downnnn....

and and!!! u guys SHOULD try the brownie from Delifrance...

its EFFING sinful lahhhh... =)))

sedap!!

one of my lecturer bought it for us since she wont be teaching us anymore =((

thank you Mrs Salinah =) ure a superb lecturer!

*ps: hope you like the sandwiches we made u during our picnic! =)

tata readers!