hmm,

how does it feel lyk to be watching paint on the wall..?

ill describe it, well..

u feel stupid, slppy and moody.

im having xtra mood swings as u noe e reason yy..

i cnt msg bubu, coz his already aslp..

he must be tired, he was werkin just nw.

n i hav not met hym for a wk nw.

sooooo, im all alone,

wait nt exactly, eres MSN..=)

what i did today was hugely so random..

i came to fetch bubu at werk, so i waited at GJ..

wen clock strikes 3, n its time to go..

bubu had to wait for a werk fren whos late..

so, i waited agn till 5.. blurghh..

i cn feel my patience running low, frustration building up..

bt i manage to hold it, bt i kept silence on the way hm..

as if im mute, i just nod or shook...

ahbu was patient enuf, he understands lyk no other..

he evn send me hm.. =))

i didnt wait with hym for the bus tho, i had bad cramps, n wanted to go 1st..

i was actually suppose to go to my eM's place..

i wanted to, i planned wat to bring n all..

bt once my aching body laid on my bed..

the world seem to shut on me..

i slowly drift away to LALA land w/o realising..

my eyes, heavily blindfold me...

i woke up to GF's kol..

agn, nutink else but them..

haiz, im really sick n tired of having goin through this..

evn if its not physically..

cn we just pretend that what we had b4 will always stay in e past?

nutink cn make things beta, u noe that..

so..? live ur life..

from friends to enemies..

i cn read b4 long..

we'll turn to strangers..